I hate that I dream of you. In these dreams, you talk about how there’s a possibility that we can work out. You act like there is something between us. I am done hoping that this can turn into something… I wish I can just cut you off for a while without losing the relationship that we have, until all the feelings are gone from my subconscious.
I wonder if the “what ifs” will ever go away. Maybe they won’t truly go away until I meet someone who will divert my attention, or maybe ever…